I'm a wild one. Wild nature. Wild swimming and even better if naked. The first dive under the water too my breath away with an intensity that felt like my heart might stop and I could drown as it was so cold. Then again and again I dived in. Feeling my nakedness in the icy mountain water bringing me alive, cleansing me and making me feel wild and free.
I grew up wild and free. Running about in nature in the community where I lived in the Coromandel Peninsula in NZ. Then I got lost along the way. Thought I wanted to be a corporate professional wearing smart clothes. Distanced myself from the hippie childhood I had. Got a 'proper' job. Ended up in a relationship that I never really choose, just went along with and felt trapped in. Lost my power.
Well it took me 30 years before I started questioning it all. I Ended Everything. The relationship. The child I almost had. The job. Let it all go. Started to Choose Self. Started to listen to the whispers and shouting of my body that it wanted something different. That this life was draining not life giving. Ended it all. And as I did I experienced an Awakening. It felt like the blinkers had been taken off. I could see the world again with all it's beauty. And wow, I was blown away.
Standing on the deck of a ship in the Black Sea in Turkey. It was my birthday. I was going through a divorce. I was alone. I was afraid I'd never have children. And I had this Awakening. All my senses came back alive. When I got back home I was cycling through Bristol and I felt so alive! I could feel the breeze on my skin. I could feel every muscle moving in my body. I was free. It was an incredible feeling that I will never forget.
And now almost 38 and I am Being my wild naked self as much as possible. This is what healed me after the trauma of Ending It All. Coming into nature, swimming naked, dancing naked in the sunshine and being childlike free in my body. This is what brings me home. This is what Turns Me on.
Sorry other walkers on the path - I hope I inspired you and didn't shock you too much. Thank you Kate Craig Brown Photography for capturing the moment.
P.s. 🔥 send me a message to experience whole new levels of ecstasy in your body. To create an Orgasmic Life. For Sensual Enlightenment. To create deep Connection in Relationship. To call in Love that you are so so ecstatic about. Message me.